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02 June 2011 @ 03:46 pm
I thought I would just spend my summer with Lord Tubbington because my parents are boring and won't take me anywhere. Maybe I will make the trip to LA with Tina happen properly. Only if she wants me to go, that is.

Anybody else have any suggestions and plans?
brittany pierce
01 May 2011 @ 04:52 pm
She was having a seriously tough time getting all her feelings together. It was complicated as it is being with Artie and watching Santana with Karofsky, but now she was wondering if it was a mistake to told Santana that she couldn't dump Artie for her. She loved Santana, she loved Artie and yes, the plumbing was different or whatever, but she still loved them both. She did love Santana more, which was why she made her that Lebanese t-shirt.

Brittany pouted while she sat at the piano, playing random keys, trying not to destroy them because she was sure Tinkles would kill her if she broke the piano. She just needed to talk to someone, someone who wants Santana or Artie or Miss Holiday.
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31 March 2011 @ 11:50 am
They had gotten past that awkward moment when Artie asked her about the whole deal with Santana and technically, it was her fault for letting the discussion get completely out of hand online, instead of talking it out face to face. But Brittany was sure that she was in love with Artie as well as in love with Santana, but now she had picked Artie over Santana and that had cost her her best friend. Brittany had never been one to think about things too much in situations like this, but she spent all her time apart from Artie, thinking about how she could fix this.

Now they were in her kitchen and Brittany was offering to make them waffles as a mid-day meal while Mr. Whiskers watched them from the counter top. The radio was playing some random song and Brittany was twirling around Artie's wheelchair, giggling before gently dropping herself onto his lap, "How do you like your waffles?"
brittany pierce
17 March 2011 @ 12:07 pm
I'm not sure if I'm allowed to do this, but I just wanted to apologize for not being on all the time. LJ was giving me some troubles, so I couldn't log in. But I have finally been able to sign in, so here I am again. I promise not to vanish again for too long a time.
brittany pierce
09 March 2011 @ 07:33 pm
Dear Diary,

I know what people say about me and how I'm not smart and whatever, but I know a lot more than I let on.

I get that the whole Artie giving me a comb off the floor wasn't a nice thing to do, but the whole point of it was for me to just believe in myself. And that's all that mattered. He's been good to me since we started dating and he makes me happy. He's a good boyfriend, even if the whole comb thing keeps coming up over and over again. I just wish people would see that.

I don't know what to do about Santana. I have always loved her, right from the start when we first met and we did the whole pinkie holding thing. I knew that she was always going to be it for me. I never thought of myself as a lesbian, because I didn't know what that meant till Miss Holiday explained it to me. I always thought it was like a cool nickname or something. I know that Santana confessed everything to me and that she expected me to just dump Artie and go off with her, but how can I do that to Artie? He's been amazing since he became my boyfriend and he treats me well.

Yes, Santana has always been there for me, but this is not something I can just decide randomly. Loving her and loving Artie are two totally different things. Do I love her more? Yes, it's totally obvious. But I can't hurt Artie like that and I know that it's not fair to hurt her either, but I have to think about my boyfriend first. Right?

I just wish she would stop being angry with me. And saying that I'm dead to her. What will I do without Santana. Artie is only my boyfriend, Santana is my everything.

Should I be dumping Artie just so I can be with Santana, even if that's really mean of me and I have never even told Artie how I feel about Santana and what happened and all of that? Mr. Whiskers says I should dump Artie, maybe I should listen to him.

brittany pierce
09 March 2011 @ 03:24 pm
I should be happy and whatever, but everything that has happened has only made me more sad.

I wish I knew how to fix things, but I know that I did the right thing.

I don't think I'm ready for Regionals if I'm so depressed. Maybe someone else should go in my place.
brittany pierce
08 March 2011 @ 11:00 pm
I know that we're going to win Regionals and stuff, because we're awesome like that. And because I'm sure Blaine and Kurt won't mind us taking first place. You guys love us right?

But I'm still really, really nervous. I've been biting my nails so much, my fingers are bleeding. :(
brittany pierce
01 March 2011 @ 01:37 pm
this is why i hate math. you need someone else to tell you what's wrong with your equation.
brittany pierce
01 March 2011 @ 12:14 pm
Today is the first time I listened to Elton John. I didn't know who he was till an hour ago. I thought he and Boy George were the same person, apparently not.

I have been missing from here for a while and it's not because I forgot my password, because I actually remembered it easily this time. I just forgot about this place. I spend so much time just talking to Artie face to face, that I don't really think I need to communicate with him this way.

But I got a new phone! Yay! It's the new iPhone, my Mom got it for me because she just felt like it. I think she's lying.